I have never felt like this before...I just feel to be alone.....still wishing that someone was there to hear you...to love you....
You can see me smiling but I am dying inside........
Deep buried are my sorrows........No one can find them out......other than.......
No one can understand my thoughts or my feelings......other than......
I am bleeding......I am falling....... But I wont die...I am not a coward.....
Why Am I different from others?
"Well, all are unique".....you said
But I cant accept the fact that I am extremely different......Am I mad?
"mmm......sometimes"....you said
When did I started loving silence? When did I started Liking loneliness?
"mmmmm.........." was your reply.
But I know....
Years ago...When I was in love.....I hated silence....I hated loneliness...
I was in a fantasy world with you.......enjoying every moment of my life...
But then a day, I lost you....I lost my true love.....
Then I started enjoying the beauty of loneliness......and started believing blindly that silence is golden.
Years of darkness....years of silence and loneliness...
I cant live without you....I am breaking the silence...
I cant be myself without you....I am ending this solitude...
Where are you my love?
"Yes...I am here....''....you said
Where? I cant see you dear?
"Search within you.....you can see me dying"......you said
My love....I don't want to loose you.......I don't want to loose myself...
Then My soul whispered
"Dear, Love yourself........when you are in love with yourself......with your own soul...you will find the ultimate freedom.....you will find yourself........you will discover the purpose of life....then you will definitely love the journey of life.......Enjoy the Ride! Take care my love"
You can see me smiling but I am dying inside........
Deep buried are my sorrows........No one can find them out......other than.......
No one can understand my thoughts or my feelings......other than......
I am bleeding......I am falling....... But I wont die...I am not a coward.....
Why Am I different from others?
"Well, all are unique".....you said
But I cant accept the fact that I am extremely different......Am I mad?
"mmm......sometimes"....you said
When did I started loving silence? When did I started Liking loneliness?
"mmmmm.........." was your reply.
But I know....
Years ago...When I was in love.....I hated silence....I hated loneliness...
I was in a fantasy world with you.......enjoying every moment of my life...
But then a day, I lost you....I lost my true love.....
Then I started enjoying the beauty of loneliness......and started believing blindly that silence is golden.
I cant be myself without you....I am ending this solitude...
Where are you my love?
"Yes...I am here....''....you said
Where? I cant see you dear?
"Search within you.....you can see me dying"......you said
My love....I don't want to loose you.......I don't want to loose myself...
Then My soul whispered
"Dear, Love yourself........when you are in love with yourself......with your own soul...you will find the ultimate freedom.....you will find yourself........you will discover the purpose of life....then you will definitely love the journey of life.......Enjoy the Ride! Take care my love"
